...huuurrmm...

I was beyond boiling point when he told me his decision to go Uncle Chillis..I wanted to run away n back home..I'm currently much hotter than the sun noe..huh!!..wut to do..I joined them..one of the song is Nobody -Wondergirls..juz look at the lyrics..
You know I still love you baby
And it will never change
(Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another
I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to
To make me leave ya
I know what you’re thinking
Baby why aren’t you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it’s not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be


I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another
I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another
I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can’t we just
Just be like this
Cause it’s you that I need
And nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel
The way I feel when I’m with you
No one will ever do

Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another
I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another
I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don’t want no body, body
I don’t want no body, body

Honey you know it’s you that I want
It’s you that I need
Why can’t you see

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another
I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days
When we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can’t it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don’t want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you

huurrmm..not being able to control myself again last night, I shared some part of it with a fren on fb chatting, trying to distract myself..not feeling any tiredness, I couldn't stop thinking about it over and over again...I knew I shouldn't but I left him sitting behind me waiting for me to go to sleep..until I finally said I'm off to bed at 4am..

trying to get into slumber with such strong emotion worsens it..already puffy from previous hours cry, tears still flowed..it's so damn difficult to stop the train of thought while I tired to concentrate on not thinking and sleep..after an hour or so I forgot how I finally fell asleep..

my husbnd woke me and asked whether I want to follow them to go genting..knowing myself had not enough sleep I refused..my eyes wouldnt let me have any confidence anyway again today..I went back to sleep..apparently they haven't gone out..he was still in da room..believing dat I'm still sleeping...