...friendship...

...i believe in friendship...I believe dat it's so healthy for us..I know dat if it was not for my fren, I wud be in a different place today n not a better place!...AZURA, my cute sis n JULIA my pretty sis, awesome and da most understanding frens dat I ever have...
Sis Julia, Sis Azura n Sis Layla.....u all r always there for me no matter I am down or happy...willing to share my burden togetha wif me n take cares for me so much...
Really appreciate frens like Sis Julia, Sis Azura n Sis Layla...those gurls encourage me to be more confidence....Thanks a lot gurls....luv u ollz...muaaahhh...

***Aku Milik Tuhanku***

Apakah pendirian hidupmu?
Azam ku tak mungkin kau jadikan kelabu
Tepis-tepis kata yg sinis Yang panas ku jadikan membeku
Bahagia aku kemudi selalu
Biar ku menuju jalan tak berbiku
Biarkan cemburu berkubur
Asalkan tak cemari hidupku
Biarkan ku senyum selalu Tandanya ku tiada seteru
Jangan kau terpenjuru
Jangan kau bercelaru Diriku bukan milikmu*

"Ya Allah... Tunjukkan kepada kami yang benar dan jadikan pilihan kami mengikuti yang benar itu. Dan juga tunjukkan kepada kami yang tidak benar dan permudahkan kami meninggalkannya."

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"Aku mencintaimu kerana agama yang ada padamu,

jika kau hilangkan agama dalam dirimu,

hilanglah cintaku padamu."

(Imam Nawawi)

...carilah hatimu...

...hepi bufday abang...

...heppy besday...Wishing you good health and happiness in life..May this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams...year 2010 is here...I hope 4 new beginning n we will learnt from mistakes..year 2009 was too hectic 2 me..everything changed n it doesn't go as it planned...anyway, I'll get rid soon n I take it as a lesson of life...

***forgiveness***

4giveness is miraculous act..2 be truly free, 2 be unencumbered by da past..is dats very difficult n oftentimes near impossible 4 me 2 go there..how can I 4give really bad behavior??..how can I 4give sumeone who has wrong or betrayed me??..huurrmm..I continue 2 be upset by da fact dats my love had an affair..it continues 2 bring up feelings of betrayal n rejection..n wif those feelings comes da xtra-add charge of unworthiness n being unlovable..how I'm suppose 2 muve into a new life wif self-esteem, confidence n sense of empowerment I am dragging dat weight around??..
by forgiving sumeone else..I also forgive myself...I huv da freedom n power 2 create my best life possible...